Sunday, December 9, 2012

My "I Am" Essay


“I Am” Essay
I am different. Different because of who I am. Different because of who I choose to be, and different because of where I come from. I am someone who has gone through many struggles.  I am someone who chose to live life with no regrets and to follow my parents’ guidance. I am someone who comes from a place that not many people have heard of. This is why I am different.
Growing up, I was always pushed into becoming greater than my people before me. I was pushed into my studies and education. At first I hated it, but now that I have grown into my studies I have learned that education is what I need. I am dedicated to my school work and to my education. I am dedicated to gain that higher knowledge that my people before me didn’t have.  
When I was younger, I didn’t understand that different could mean bad. That different was also being weird, or becoming an outcast. I always thought that everyone would accept me, but living in a non-perfect world and being different was being a freak. I remember when I moved to a new city, and I was the only child with colored skin. I was shunned, ridiculed, ignored, and even bullied. A few of my classmates started avoiding me, and telling other kids not to play with me because of my difference. No one understood why I was the way I was, but I looked past this, and moved on.
When I grew older, I realized why I was being treated this way. I was different. When I moved again, there were other colored-skinned kids like myself, but it wasn’t my skin tone that set me apart. It was my clothing. I didn’t dress like the other kids. What I wore was the traditional clothing of my people. I thought this was normal, but it wasn’t.
I took this opportunity to learn, and to observe things about myself that set me apart from all the other kids. I learned and taught myself how to blend in and not look and act so different, soon I became just like the other kids, and I wasn’t so different after all. Although there are some characteristics that I have that set me apart from others still, like the traditions I carry of my people.
My difference has helped me as well. By being different, I have learned to think outside the box. Where I come from, it isn’t likely that women get a higher education, but I have passed their level of knowledge, and I will continue doing so. My difference has motivated me to prove to others that I can go against the odds and graduate from college, and being different is also what pushed me into being that person who gets into college.
As much as I was dedicated to fit in, I am twice more dedicated towards my education. My motivation is from my people, and my dedication is towards my future knowledge. Being different could be bad, but being different could bring everyone, including me, to a better place. Being different is what caused me to choose the path of knowledge. 

Poem 1

Not Alone

I close my eyes and all I see is black
In my mind I take a step back
Forgetting those words full of hate
Forgetting all the people I've come to hate
Slowly I begin to go crazy
Because of all those things people say and what's done to me
I'm tired of feeling this way
I want the pain to go away
Should I take a step forward and plunge to my death?
Should I asp and take my very last breath?
My friends and family tell me no
But they don't know what I've been through
It would be easier to take my own life
Just to stick out my chest and plunge in the knife
Wouldn't it be easy?
Wouldn't it be better if there was no me?

As I come to think of it, I think not
My life, my world deserves another shot
When I thought I was all alone
I think again and had always known
That people out there feel the same way
That people out there feel like they're about to cave
I'm not alone in this
But I only wish
That others would realize this
You're not alone 
and I just wish...
You keep your life like I did mine
Because there is a light in you just waiting to shine
and as that light shows bright as shown
Just know that 
In this world
You're not alone



Critique - Writing Prompt #5

Writing Prompt #5 - Critique

Dirty Rotten Scoundrel was by far the funniest high school production I have seen at Kearns High School. The way the actors brought the characters to life was amazingly done, and very well kept. With an exception of a few shaky notes on the singing the cast and crew did a spectacular job.

Kudos to Josh for pulling off the best french accent I have yet to hear, and to Donivan for making Freddy's character as spontaneous as can be.

The plot of the story had an amazing twist at the end where the con-men themselves get conned out of their own money. The ending was terrific and I cannot wait to see what else this school can put on.